20th may 2009.
here i am doing the stupidest thing nobody will ever do.
i am sitting in front my comp staring like a retard,
keep clicking refresh refresh refresh refresh non-stop on the same page at facebook.

There are alot of wise ppl doing wise things.(like me)

But it is very unwise to watch "Street Fighter:The Legend of Chun Li ".

I repeat, my one and only comment : Do not watch it.

Choppy always asks, where i get all my money from.

How should i reply him? Hmm, i found out that i couldn't come up with an answer.

I've been thinking.. Wondering.. Searching..

Sometimes we search for one thing but discover another.

Even though i didn't find the answer...

I did found out something very important about myself.

Im awesome ;-)


Call me Barney. =D

bad day.
someone please take me far far away.
i don wanna be here, i don wanna be at home, i wanna leave.
anyone got house/room to rent at kl? subang? anywhere far from here.
i don wanna see the things, the people, the same situation here almost everyday.
i.. i don know how to deal with things.



tears anyone? i got plenty.

3 braders... or just 3 gay lous? (choppy's smile damn gay)

saw how jin kak is he? purposely cut me into half T_T ( look at the wicked smile )

Yet another emo post
(Its ntg actually.. just wanna tell out my feelings, don't take it personally)

Define friends and lovers.

What are friends for?
To call u when they need u, and when u asked back for help they never fail to give reasons?
To share yr problems, but eventually spilled them out when they were gossiping about u?

To humiliate or tell out
bout how stupid or sucky u are
bout wat u did and did not do
bout wat u dare or did not dare to do
when they DON'T EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH?
and the best things is that they can do everything like that while they're joking.

To call u "zhong se qing you" when u go out with yr girlfriend instead of friends?
To call u "zhong se qing you" when u put yr girlfriend as yr priority?

Please try to even THINK before u talk, is that really that hard?
Are u even worth being a friend of others?
Are u even aware that u might be turned into a sad little panda from my punches?

What are girlfriends for?
For u to try so hard that u're struggling or suffering
to satisfy her,
stand by her,
listen to her,
solve her problems,
make her happy,
give her what she needs,
and make everything easier for her?

That u
feel like u're in heaven when she tries to do back the same thing for u,
or feel like its one-sided love when she didn't try to do the same thing for u,
or feel like dying when she makes it harder for u, giving u more and more demands.
or feel sad when u don't even get to see her often...


So.
Friends' better.. or Girlfriend's better?

She told me that being with friends would be better than being with girlfriend.
But i don't think so.
I barely have "friends", if "friends" are defined strictly and specifically.
Because most of my friends ARE like what i defined up there.
I only have her, and other few unlucky people that became my real friends :P

Therefore my deardear is definitely my priority,
Even though im struggling with this love right now,
i will never let go no matter how hard it is.

Phew. Im finally done ranting~
Before i let u off my emo post,
i just wanna say thx
to my deardear for loving me
to the few unlucky people to be my friends
and to the not-so-real friends for teaching me to be more realistic.

i miss her.

20th may 2009.
here i am doing the stupidest thing nobody will ever do.
i am sitting in front my comp staring like a retard,
keep clicking refresh refresh refresh refresh non-stop on the same page at facebook.

There are alot of wise ppl doing wise things.(like me)

But it is very unwise to watch "Street Fighter:The Legend of Chun Li ".

I repeat, my one and only comment : Do not watch it.

Choppy always asks, where i get all my money from.

How should i reply him? Hmm, i found out that i couldn't come up with an answer.

I've been thinking.. Wondering.. Searching..

Sometimes we search for one thing but discover another.

Even though i didn't find the answer...

I did found out something very important about myself.

Im awesome ;-)


Call me Barney. =D

bad day.
someone please take me far far away.
i don wanna be here, i don wanna be at home, i wanna leave.
anyone got house/room to rent at kl? subang? anywhere far from here.
i don wanna see the things, the people, the same situation here almost everyday.
i.. i don know how to deal with things.



tears anyone? i got plenty.

3 braders... or just 3 gay lous? (choppy's smile damn gay)

saw how jin kak is he? purposely cut me into half T_T ( look at the wicked smile )

Yet another emo post
(Its ntg actually.. just wanna tell out my feelings, don't take it personally)

Define friends and lovers.

What are friends for?
To call u when they need u, and when u asked back for help they never fail to give reasons?
To share yr problems, but eventually spilled them out when they were gossiping about u?

To humiliate or tell out
bout how stupid or sucky u are
bout wat u did and did not do
bout wat u dare or did not dare to do
when they DON'T EVEN KNOW THE TRUTH?
and the best things is that they can do everything like that while they're joking.

To call u "zhong se qing you" when u go out with yr girlfriend instead of friends?
To call u "zhong se qing you" when u put yr girlfriend as yr priority?

Please try to even THINK before u talk, is that really that hard?
Are u even worth being a friend of others?
Are u even aware that u might be turned into a sad little panda from my punches?

What are girlfriends for?
For u to try so hard that u're struggling or suffering
to satisfy her,
stand by her,
listen to her,
solve her problems,
make her happy,
give her what she needs,
and make everything easier for her?

That u
feel like u're in heaven when she tries to do back the same thing for u,
or feel like its one-sided love when she didn't try to do the same thing for u,
or feel like dying when she makes it harder for u, giving u more and more demands.
or feel sad when u don't even get to see her often...


So.
Friends' better.. or Girlfriend's better?

She told me that being with friends would be better than being with girlfriend.
But i don't think so.
I barely have "friends", if "friends" are defined strictly and specifically.
Because most of my friends ARE like what i defined up there.
I only have her, and other few unlucky people that became my real friends :P

Therefore my deardear is definitely my priority,
Even though im struggling with this love right now,
i will never let go no matter how hard it is.

Phew. Im finally done ranting~
Before i let u off my emo post,
i just wanna say thx
to my deardear for loving me
to the few unlucky people to be my friends
and to the not-so-real friends for teaching me to be more realistic.

i miss her.